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i have the gift of salvation, but the curse of free will, whatever was God thinking? It's so easy to doubt myself. I have no focus, no faith, no life without God, but without focus and faith do i have God? Im a walking paradox and im not sure its a good thing.
The worst part, the encouragemnt, when i know i will fail. Everything i need to survive i lack. Im alone in a big dark world. The walls all come down only to be rebuilt. my insulence and ignorance keeping me from peace. Im incomplete.
